This week, I'm participating in
Chuck Wendig's flash fiction challenge. At 2,000 words it's really a short story, but it was fun to play with. He listed 20 genres and 20 subgenres and a random number generator was responsible for the genre-mesh we had to write. My chosen two were Urban fantasy and alternate history. I knew this would be a challenge, because I don't write in any of these genres.
Without further ado:
The Wall by Lauren Greene
@laurenegreene
1998 words
On August 13, 1961, they started building the wall. I remember, because that night my mother
tucked me into bed and whispered to me, “Ada, from now on we will be safe. From
them. They won’t be able to get us.”
I heard snippets on the news broadcasts, “Communists and Fascists.”
I saw his fist slam against the table as my father shouted, “It’s not right.
They’re cutting off families.”
But my mother, she said it was right. She was the voice of
reason whispered in my ear. I remembered her words: It will keep us safe from them.
Twenty-eight years later, my mother’s voice still seemed to
be whispering those words into my ears, even from her grave. Cancer, they had
said. My mother had wasted away, and within six weeks of the diagnosis they
were putting her in the hard, cold ground. Then my father had drank himself
nearly to death, and I never took off my black mourning clothes. Some say I was responsible for the start of
the Goth subculture, but I don’t know if I’d go that far.
The wall ran right through my street, an ugly sight of gray
concrete rising up from the ground and capped with a circular piece, supposedly
to deter climbers. My neighbor, Mr. Millicent’s, elderly mother lived on the
other side. He received permits to go over the wall and into West Germany to
visit.
“What’s it like over there?”
“Different. More freedom. The wall on that side is covered
in graffiti. They talk about unification.”
I was horrified, remembering the drawings my mother had made
in the leather-bound book and her words of warning.
“Is your mother safe?” I asked him.
“They say it’s safer than here. They have policemen roaming
the street, but no armed guards.”
I was shocked by this. But, what if? I didn’t express my
concern to him, just nodded and continued to eat the cookie he had given me,
and took a sip of my coffee. Dark and rich, just the way I liked it.
“There is some talk, from the government, that they are
going to tear it down,” Mr. Millicent said, as he stirred his cream into his
coffee.
I met his eyes, and I knew the expression on my face was
akin to The Scream.
“I will be glad,” Mr. Millicent continued. “My mother is
elderly, and she needs someone to take care of her. Visiting doesn’t cut it.”
“There’s been talk before,” I said. “Nothing comes of it, as
well it shouldn’t.”
“I’m surprised, Ada. For such an artistic lady as you, the
West seems to be the place you should be.”
I wondered who I could talk to. Were they really going to tear the wall down?
I knew for a fact the government knew what was really on the other side, even if
they kept it from their civilians. I’d heard all about the civilian deaths,
about people who went from the East to the West for a visit and never came
back.
I stood up and delivered the chipped rose-colored tea cup to
the sink, twisting it in my hand and thinking about Mr. Millicent cut off from
his mother, just on the other side of the wall, within waving distance. I
turned back toward him, propping myself against the counter.
“I’m going down to Museum Island today.”
“Oh yeah. I hear they’re thinking about doing something
about that, renovating. What do you want there? Walk the ruins?”
“It’s beautiful. My mother used to tell me stories of before
the war, about how the museums were. I’d like to walk around and feel her
presence.”
“Oh yes. The anniversary, right?”
I nodded, looking down at the grungy tile on the floor,
feeling the familiarity of the grief rising up within me, threatening to take
over. It never got easier, losing your parent, even if it had been eighteen
years.
“Talked to your dad lately?”
I shook my head, looked away, and gathered my coat from the
back of the chair, sliding my arms into it.
“You should give him a call. I heard rehab worked for him
this time. He wants to change, Ada.”
“He has my number. He knows where I live.”
I felt underdressed when I came out of the train near Museum
Island. The breeze seemed to have kicked up, the water in the canals rippled,
and the wind chilled me to the bone. The Altes Museum was the only one open,
the others were busy falling into ruin and decay. Such a shame; all the history
here was falling by the wayside, and I hoped what Mr. Millicent said about
renovations was true.
I was standing in front of Thronende, when I felt the weight
of somebody’s hand placed on my shoulder. I turned around to see familiar eyes
that I hadn’t seen in years. I knew the face, he was the little boy who lived
across the street from us in West Berlin, before the wall was built. I had
played with him, running through the streets; memories of my childhood swept
through me like a wave.
“Ada?”
“Hannes Nimitz,” I said. The fear caught in my throat, and I
felt it swell. My mother had told me he was one of them: a shape-shifter. The
little boy I had played with was one of them.
His hand was still on my shoulder, and I had turned slightly
toward him. I could see the coarse hair freckling the back of his hands,
creeping slowly out of his jacket the way vines crept up trees.
“How did you get here?”
“East, you mean? I’m part of an envoy to your government, to
encourage them to tear down the wall.”
“Did you run out of food on that side?”
I couldn’t believe I was standing here, next to him, in the
Altes. My whole body seemed to shake with fear, and he was still touching my
shoulder. My mother had drawn pictures in the book. The transformation from man
to wild boar. Shoulders slumped, falling to the ground as hooves took the place
of their feet and tusks protruded from their mouths. I stared at Hannes
Nimitz’s mouth and noticed his canines were large, “the better to eat you with,” I thought of the old familiar lines of
“Little Red Riding Hood.”
“You know, don’t you?” he asked, hand still sitting on my
shoulder.
I nodded, and I tried to back away but he tightened his grip.
My breathing came rapidly, as I tried to pull away from him.
“It’s a lie, Ada.”
“My mother wouldn’t create monsters like that if they
weren’t true.”
He moved closer to me, pushed his face into mine and
whispered the words through clenched teeth.
“It’s true, but we aren’t
dangerous. Not in the way your mother thought.”
My whole world seemed to come crashing down. I thought of
the tales my mother had told me of the West Germans stealing babies from their
cradles, devouring them and leaving only empty bonnets in their cribs. Why
would she create such horrible stories?
“Think about it? Did I ever put you in danger? Did my
parents?”
I thought back on my carefree days as a child and I shook my
head, but I still felt small and weak in his presence. My mother had drawn
those pictures, of Hitler, and what he had done to all those people. I had
never understood why he had starved them half to death before he killed them,
but my mother had explained that boars liked bones.
“What about Hitler?”
He dropped his hand down to his side, and looked me in the
eye as if he was challenging me. We strolled through the gallery, which seemed
so romantic but the reality of the situation was far from it.
“There are some corrupt shifters. Just like there are some
corrupt politicians. Do you really think a wall could keep us out?”
We were standing in front of the bust of Nefertiti. I looked
out of the windows, surprised to see rain, when it had felt cold enough for
snow. The gray colds seemed to be taking over the whole sky. I looked him in the
eyes, and something wild and free looked back at me. I hadn’t felt free for
years, trapped by my fears of this world, trapped by my fears of him.
I thought of him in his lederhosen as a little boy, running
down the street in front of our houses, before we had been separated by the
wall. The smile he always had plastered on his face and the twinkling in his
eyes. Even at that age, he knew he had to pretend he was someone he was not. I
understood that, pretending for all these years along with all the East Germans
that the only danger on the other side of the wall was democracy.
I grabbed his wrist, and twisted it pulling him toward me
with as much force as I could muster. He did not resist, and when he leaned in
I thought he was going to kiss me, so I pushed him away.
“I will fight you and your kind for the rest of my life if I
have to. I have connections too.”
“Your mother’s dead,” he said, cocking his head at me.
“She fought for us her whole life.”
“Too bad she’s not here to fight for you anymore,” he said,
and turned his back, walking away from me.
When I got home I pulled off my jacket and released my
wings, shaking them out until they were full sized. The light danced against
the iridescence of the spider silk from which they were woven. I thought about Hannes Nimitz and how he said
shifters weren’t dangerous. In my room, I pulled out the leather bound book my
mother had left for me. The first page showed the Nazi symbol and Hitler,
morphing from a man to a boar. He had led the fairies into gas chambers,
killing millions of us. My mother had
escaped persecution, as had many fairies who kept their wings a secret. Ever
since, I had been told to hide who I really was. I wasn’t all that different from
Hannes in that respect. I knew I would never feel comfortable releasing my
wings in public, although some fairies, as of late, had come out of hiding.
I slid the book back into the drawer, and as I did I heard glass
breaking downstairs. I reached down, sliding the knife from the sheath securely
attached to my leg. I gripped the bannister tightly with my left hand as I
scanned the house for signs of the intruder.
In the hallway, I could hear heavy panting. I turned around,
and there he stood, half-man, half-boar, still in the process of shifting.
“The door was open,” he grunted.
I looked at the shards of glass where they were scattered
along the floor. I knew he could use them against me. His hooves struck the
ground, as if he was about to charge me. His transformation complete now, the
eyes of a wild beast replaced the soft blue hue of Hannes’. He didn’t calculate
his move, instead he charged at me with his tusks. I knew he didn’t see it coming.
He was huge, but I thrust the poison-laced knife directly into his heart. Blood
seemed to drain out of him at an alarming rate, as he sunk to the ground and
curled up in the fetal position. I watched as his fur slowly disappeared
replaced by the gray of his dying skin.
The tusks sank back into his mouth, and I stared at the naked dead man
lying in a pool of red in my foyer.
On November 10, 1989, to the tune of “Wind of Change,” the
Berlin Wall began to be torn down. It wouldn’t be complete until 1992. Then, I
knew the war would begin.
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